Remember When . . . We Needed Careers?

Remember When . . . We Needed Careers?

Baltimore during the Civil War
(Yep, that’s right, apparently the whole city had a crease down its middle…LOL)
Last week, I gave y’all a brief introduction to my heroine from my third Culper Ring book. Marietta Gaines (who will be called Mari by her grandfather and Yetta by her childhood friend, just FYI) is going to be a ton and a half of fun.
But now I need to figure out what her late husband and his brother (my villain) do. You wanna help, right? I knew it. 😉
The time is 1865. The place is Baltimore. War is raging, but neither Gaines brother was directly a part of it. They’re wealthy, and I’d like the family to be in a business such that:
  • It’s perfectly reasonable that they would stay home from the war to run said business, and no one would question that
  • Said business is of enough importance that both North and South would covet their loyalty
My first thought was that perhaps one of the brothers is a doctor . . . or maybe a judge (might be too young for that) . . .
Then I thought of railroads. Maybe the Gaineses are a railroading family. Could be, could be. All I know about them at the moment is that their mother is from Louisiana, hence the brothers’ first names of Lucien and Devereaux . . . and hence their hidden Southern sympathies. Well, okay, so plenty of Marylanders went Southern in the war. But everyone has to assume they didn’t, no doubt because their father was vocally Union.
Anyone have any other brilliant suggestions for the family business?
For that matter, I also need to choose a hunky actor to use as my model for Dev, to put on my Pinterest board. He has to be oh-so-handsome, in that strong way that can ooze all charm one minute and then, pow, you realize he’s dangerous. Thoughts on that? I was considering Hugh Jackman . . . maybe . . .
Word of the Week – Slosh

Word of the Week – Slosh

A Wet Sunday Morning  by Edmund Blair Leighton, 1896
Wow, it feels like forever since I’ve done one of these! LOL. Ah, the holidays. =) But the Twelve Days and Epiphany are over, my tree is down, and it’s back to the grindstone completely this week.
One of the words I’ve had to look up in the last couple weeks and surprised me is slosh. I believe I looked it up when someone in a historical referred to someone as sloshed. A few clickety-clacks and I verified that this was a colloquialism for “drunk” by 1900, so was no problem in this particular book. But what surprised me was that slosh as a verb meaning “to splash about” didn’t come about until 1844. (I have a feeling I may have misused that in a book somewhere…) And the verb meaning “to pour carelessly” didn’t follow until 1875. Who knew they were so new?
So the adjective meaning “drunk” came from the verb, and the verb came from the noun form, which made its appearance in 1814 meaning “slush, sludge.” Which is funny, because that’s the form least-used now, methinks.
And there was have it. Not until the 1800s did this word come in to play at all, and not until 75 years after the noun did the adjective transform from the verb, so that you can say lovely things like “Only when sloshed would he slosh through the slosh.” 😉
Thoughtful About . . . Needed Prayers

Thoughtful About . . . Needed Prayers

Little Girl in a Blue Armchair by Mary Cassatt, 1878
Though this isn’t exactly the insightful post I’d hoped to start the new year with, it’s a necessary one.
Yesterday I got a call from one of the ladies in my Bible study group. We have a couples group that meets every Friday–the adults do the study, and our kids play upstairs. For the eight adults, there are approximately, oh, a gazillion kids. 😉 Okay, so 11. Lots of enthusiasm there, and we’re all so glad to be building relationships for and with our precious little ones.
One of the kids from this group is 8-year-old Hailey. At our last study before Christmas break, her mom mentioned how Hailey’s balance had seemed off, though she’d been trying to hide it. Walking very slowly, and indulging in wobbles and railing-gripping only when she thought no one was looking. Then at our Christmas party, Mom mentioned how her pupils didn’t seem to be dilating correctly. No one else noticed this when she called Hailey over and kind of laughed it off.
Apparently Hailey has gone to the doctor a couple times since–the family was expecting this to be some kind of ear infection, to be causing balance issues. But yesterday a scan showed a growth at the base of her brain stem. A growth “four pencil-erasers high.” They’re not sure yet whether it’s a cyst or a tumor, benign or malignant. She goes in today for an MRI and tomorrow will travel to the Baltimore area to see a specialist at Johns Hopkins.
Please join me in praying for Hailey and her family. Her mom was, needless to say, panicked and terrified and far more than just “upset.” And as someone who has gotten to know this little girl a bit this fall, I just ache for them. Hailey is a girl with a big, golden heart, one who loves quickly and without restraint. 
Father God, we beseech you now for Hailey and her family. Though we can’t always understand Your ways, we know they’re there. Though we are baffled and shaken when such illness strikes our little ones, we know that You love them more than we ever could. Father, our healer and provider, please touch Hailey. Strengthen her for the scans and appointments, breathe Your peace into her, and touch Your finger to this growth. Make it shrink, vanish, change in whatever way it must to be nothing. Heal her, Lord our God.
And wrap Your arms around her family, please. I know this is a family that loves You so much, and I know right now they’re crying out to You in agony. Soothe them. Embrace them. Help them to feel You in every scary moment throughout this ordeal. Hold them so close that they can’t for a moment forget Who is in control.
In the name of Your precious Son we pray. Amen.
Remember When . . . The New Setting Began?

Remember When . . . The New Setting Began?

Okay, is it seriously Wednesday? We’re having some holiday-induced confusion around here, don’t know about you. Totally feels like Monday…
Emma Stone is my pick for
casting Marietta Gaines
But since it’s not, it’s time to get back to my Remember Whens. =) And since I just turned in Whispers from the Shadows before Christmas break began, that means it’s time to start prep for book number 3! (Still unnamed…)
I’ve only just begun research, so I don’t have a ton of fun tidbits to share yet. But I thought I’d give you a sneak peak of what I’ll be working with, which will in turn give you a hint of some of the fun to come. =)
The book (whatever she shall be called, LOL) opens with my heroine, Marietta Gaines, transitioning from second-mourning to half-mourning. Now, those of you who aren’t up on Victorian mourning traditions (which is probably all of us, LOL), don’t know what in the world that means. So a brief (very brief) description.

Full Mourning
First year after death of spouse
Widow must wear unrelieved black and will not participate in social events
Second Mourning
Six months to one year after full mourning ends
Widow will add a white lace collar to her black mourning gowns and will begin doing some social activities
Half Mourning
Three to six months after second mourning ends
Widow will transition to gray and lavender, but will not wear any brighter colors, and will resume normal activities.
An evening gown that would be
appropriate for half-mourning

So as you can see, mourning really lasted no less than a year and a half and sometimes as much as two and a half years. We have this idea that it was exactly a year, which is true of full, first mourning. But moderns tend to forget about that second year. 
My book starts with Marietta coming down the stairs in color (lavender) for the first time since her husband’s death, and feeling guilty about transitioning after only a year and three months. Not because it’s premature, but because she knows her late husband would be none too pleased with the secret courtship his brother has been paying her.
Marietta’s going to be a fun heroine to get to know. At the beginning of the book, she’s a bad girl (and I haven’t written one of those in years!). Perhaps not so much by today’s standards, but by Victorian ones for sure. She’s got the femme fatale thing going on, has been using her womanly wiles for years to get her way, and feels like the black sheep–worldly and concerned with her social status–in a family that has always been altruistic and not materialistic. She’d rather be exchanging repartee with actors and poets than worrying with politics or the war. And she’s eager for her mourning to end so she can get on with life–with Devereaux Gaines, her brother-in-law.
At least until her grandfather informs her in the first chapter that Dev is in fact the villain of our story. 😉 And calls her to account for squandering her gift–perfect memory. She’s been using it all these years as nothing but a parlor trick, but now he needs her to utilize it for the greater good of their country. A task which will require her, for the first time, putting something else above her own needs.
Yep, me and Marietta (and Dev and hero Slade) are going to be having some good times around here over the next few months. =)
Happy 2013!
2012 in Review

2012 in Review

Well, here we are–the last day of 2012. My year ended with quite a few inches of snow this past week, and with the promise of a very busy 2013. So as is my custom, I wanted to take today to look back over the year with only a few short hours left in it.
At the end of 2011, I’d just gotten a three-book deal with Harvest House, but I hadn’t signed the contracts yet so hadn’t been able to announce it. Now, of course, we all know that it’s the Culper Ring Series, and Ring of Secrets is only two months out!
Working on this series has been an amazing blessing to me. While I miss having the time to spend on my biblicals (and while I intend to squeeze out the time for another one of those this next year), the Culpers have taught me lessons I didn’t realize I needed to learn. Lessons about waking up each day and asking the Lord, “What can I do for You, for what You’ve called me to, today? How can I help others?”
I’ve so enjoyed working with the team at Harvest House, too. Each and every one of them I’ve talked with is simply amazing, and they’ve thrown their faith onto me, which is both humbling and exhilarating. They’ve uttered phrases about my career with them that I’ve dreamed of for decades. And we have more in the works together that I can’t announce quite yet…but which will keep us working together on other projects after the Culpers are finished. So thrilled about that!
But there were some disappointments in 2012 too, career-wise. I vaguely hinted in my 2011 wrap-up that I’d had other offers too. Which I did…but which fell through. And oh, but those hurt. Stories I had poured sweat and tears into, stories that I so fell in love with…so them languishing in my computer caused me some time of mourning. Three of them–three novels, one finished, one a third finished, one still a beautiful proposal–lay waiting for their turn. And while it isn’t as though I don’t have a ton of books waiting in my computer, these three were special. More, they had been wanted, had been given offers…and then that hope had fallen through.
This being me, though, I raise my chin and say, “Okay, so it wasn’t the time for them. Yet. But I know they’ll have their day.” And in the meantime, I stay so busy with the definite projects that the ache fades. Doesn’t disappear, but it fades.
In 2012, WhiteFire also contracted a banner number of books for us. In 2013 we’ll have a title releasing every month, which is pretty darn amazing for this small press with the big dreams. We have some fabulous authors working with us now, and these books…wow. That’s about all I can say. WOW. I’ve taken over the cover design as well as editing, which has been a ton of fun. And now I’m wondering how to balance all the editing with all my writing, with all our home schooling, LOL. Should be an adventure!
There are a few others still awaiting covers, too. =)
Home schooling has been going really well this year. We’ve found our groove, are loving Sonlight, and Xoe’s getting more independent with a lot of her work. She’s doing amazingly, and regularly amazes me with her questions, insights, and creativity. Gotta say, though, I’m intimidated at adding Rowyn to the schedule in the next year, LOL.
Xoe in the party scene of The Nutcracker
Rowyn on my lap, waiting for The Nutcracker to start

Overall, it was a good year. I took two trips to Texas (within a month–yeah. Wow.), had a great conference, am privileged to work with so many awesome people, and know I’m on the career path the Lord’s been planning for me for years.

It’s been a good, busy year. And as I look toward 2013, I know that I have a lot of work coming my way. Tomorrow I’ll be focusing on the looking-ahead.

So how about you? What have you learned this year? What joys have taken you by surprise? What disappointments did you have to conquer? And what are you looking forward to in 2013?